wow so the doctor i worked with last night thinks im really smart and said he’s gonna help me get into post bacc programs, like he’ll make calls n all that to recommend me n stuff which is amazing and great. but that i have to keep him updated on things. but i dont know what to update him on. like. i’m taking the mcat this summer, then applying for post baccs next year, which i told him. what else do i update him on. help. i dont know what else i’m supposed to give him updates on. it’s making me so anxious ;_;
i am so anxious
i did a terrible job at work today bc i got only 2 hrs of sleep and i could tell the doctor was not v happy ;_; and now it’s like that kind of anxiety where everything is going to go wrong, what if that doctor hates me, what if i get fired, etc etc and ugh i hate this feeling. and i hate not doing a good job.